So as I mentioned in my last posting, I have started therapy again. We have been spending a lot of time discussing my religious upbringing and practices.
I had a bit of an epiphany in my last session. I was going through my religious history. I will just outline for brevity here:
- First religious memories
- Absolute “Faith” (early years when there was no doubt)
- Speaking in Tongues
- The Uncomfortable Years
- Biology, Math & Psychology
- The backslider years
- More backsliding
- Back to the AG
I spoke almost the whole hour with no breaks.
At the end, we will call him John (because his name is John), said, “it sounds like you really liked liturgical worship.”
A wave of nostalgia swept over me.
Maybe I am not as agnostic as I pretend to be.
“The word of Ben for the people of Ben.”