So I am doing something you are not supposed to do. I stopped my happy pills.
At first it was a mistake. I fill those little pill boxes, for each day of the week. I was 4 pills short last week. So I put in the 3 I had and ordered a refill. The refill came and I set it on my kitchen counter. But I forgot to fill my box.
Today is day 6. I feel great. The blahs are gone. I genuinely feel happy.
Luckily I have the bottles if I crash. But for now…now I am flying solo.