So I am in an angry troll kind of mood.
Ethan had his second urodynamics test today, but I could not go because we had an emergency at work (it is 7:15pm as I write this…I am still at work…waiting for customer confirmation). The Urodynamics test is by far the most invasive test ever conceived of and I feel like a crappy dad for not being there.
Then I found out the results. His bladder pressure is up. He is only emptying a 1/3 of his bladder. We are going to start catheterizations (cathing). I guess I should feel lucky that we got to age 7 without cathing. But right now I am just mad at the world.
Ethan took the news pretty well, but I am not sure he fully understands the dealio.
I told Jenn she could bribe him with anything up to $100 to take the test without being pinned down. He complied. It only cost us $38 (a batting helmet, a new bat, a new ball, and an Oriels jersey). I don’t deserve him.
Tomorrow I will probably be depressed. Today I am pissed.