I have had a lousy day. I got chewed out at work. I am licking my wounds.
Nothing I can do about it but pray. I know in my blogs it may seem as thought I am pissed at God. That may be true, but I still love him. I wish I did not have this pea brain and I could understand why the world works they way it does. But I do have a pea brain so I get frustrated.
And so I pray. I was looking for a CS Lewis quote to respond to a friends blog. I stumbled on this quote from Shadowlands. It is the best I can do to explain why I still pray.
I pray because I can’t help myself. I pray because I’m helpless. I pray because the need flows out of me all the time, waking and sleeping. It doesn’t change God, it changes me.
Saying that God does not give you more than you can bear is a load of crap, in my book. He gives you much more than you can handle alone. The point is your NOT alone.